:D

having our nice dinner at milan
big poofy green marshmellow jackets are definitely the way to go.

so today i was a pig and woke up at 4pm, (but you can technically say 3pm because now daylight savings are over, so it would seem like i'm a little less piggish). we went down to eat our... tea? and in the process got hooked on one tree hill.

van and laura have turned me into this squeal-infront-of-the-tv girl.

was supposed to do hoi and maths as planned but the tv was in the way. rarr i hate school! my room is in a colossal mess with clothes all over the floor and papers all over the place, and i'm just not ready to launch study fest! and super not ready to wake up at 8 tmr for hoi.

i want everyday to be friday.

i went running on tue and wed night and now my butt aches like shit.

laura van(?) and i will go running everynight till 3nov. to prepare for prom. i know i'm not going, but i will pretend i am, so i have motivation to look good for prom. oh yes i'll be sexy in a dress.

ok whatever. wishful thinking. talking to clara on msn now, and i think we're going to scew up uni. hahahaha what with gym classes skipping lectures and road trips, they'll be hardly time to hit books.

and yes,
australia is fun.

off to laguna later to buy canned pork and other canned items because palmerston food sucks.

this week honestly whizzed past, and the weekend is here! because weekends start on friday.
haha(:

because eunice doesnt believe i'm still a boy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY!

lovelove!
i've decided to swear off poems
because i'm just not good at them.
you've been waiting for the day i stop denying my lousy poem writing skills
or lack thereof.

i'll see you soon in the flesh sweetie.
hopefully, you'll see me in the flesh too, lesser flesh.

EIGHTEEN BABY EIGHTEEN.
loves(:

today after i came home and slacked around for a few, laura van and i went out, and to our horror.

WE ARE BROKE.

ok i'm not as broke as the 2 of them, because fur owes me $350. but we are 3 broke girls.

last night was quite exciting la. if only van was of age.

okay no more saturday nights for ash. friday nights is enough. i have alot of things to do tomorrow. this is such a random entry. i don't like blogging anymore.

today is the first time i skipped an entire day of school. and the first chem lect i've skipped since february!

i feel like such a rebel.

i know i shouldnt compare, but i feel comforted with van and laura sitting beside me. both of them declare everyday a holiday, hence! i dont feel that bad afterall. hahaha they are such bad influences. whoops.

currently searching for 'the enlightenment' in wikipedia. such a loser. but i'm too lazy to go pick Perry up and toil through 834579384793845 pages. tell me again why i'm taking adv HOI.

trouble upon myself, i do bring. (oh yes, othello. i loveth thee)

anw! in btw my last and 2nd last exam, i have 6 days break! meaning, i can afford to not touch bio until my 2nd last paper! rocking.

shake, that ass for me CHEW shake that CHEW for me
sniff come on girl.

friday night makeovers! my before yellowing browning hair with gross fringe

ohyes process of colouring! haha.

after we did our hair! laura has curly hair tho you cant really see it hmm. i dont have a photo of laura's curling glory

sat night before blvd, i think i look bad but since van and laura look nice i will sacrifice.

ohyes! i look like a china doll


okay i just came back from spring fest. hmm it was okay i guess hmm. GO NINI GO MIKE!

sat i went chem support, because i'm so hardworking and i love extra lessons, had drama and van laura and i went to blvd which sucked. sunday was quite good because we woke up at an average of 2.30pm, and we pigged out at yoyogi and starbucks until it was late.

and i couldnt sleep! because i had too much coffee. i'm a very tired girl today. EAP barbie presentation went better than expected. maybe the first time i really wanted to do well and hence was nervous, but this time the topic was sth more exciting, like barbie.

or maybe i was just more prepared. anw thanks ZHI for the veterinarian barbie doll! even tho she wasnt really necessary. haha(: i'm glad it's over!

time to sleep, i only had 3 hrs last night, goodnight!

'it's during times like this when i have the urge to drop all cares, sprint all the way back to cedar, stand in the middle of the courtyard and proclaim my undying love for the school.'
-hwayy

i went to hway's blog and i just had to take that. sorry sweets.

we all move on but some things just don't change.
the friendships, teachers and memories during those four years will never fade. especially during challenging times, and i look back, i'm glad that cedar has shaped me.

cedarocks(:

it's all over
i always thought if today were to come, i'd be able to stand strong.
maybe it's true. this isnt the path i'm supposed to walk.

the place where we write what's in our hearts

but right now,
that's what i truly want.

yes lala! my second home indeed.
state library, and it's quite pretty!
laura and i call it the harry potter room.
oh yes school has started!
the joy.

everything is just happening too fast. assignments are just piling up, results are coming in, and time is ticking away.

getting back results in 100 times worse than preparing for the paper itself.
maybe thursday will never come.