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i am SO irritated right now. u have no idea.i can just take a knife and poke it numerous times into my bed.i can just imagine how shuang tt would feel.anyway i had to come online to let off steam.laugh abit.and forget abt what happened so i can move on!and concentrate on far more impt things.
_{stop wasting my time. i've got better things to do then entertain u.and play and joke and try to accomodate to ur wishes. here i am trying to do smt right and hope everyone has a say.and u go crack ur irritating jokes.and beat ard e bush.and do everything EXCEPT what i ask u to do.just give me ur ans STR8 off and everything will be fine!..stop treating me lyk some crap and listen.dun brush me off everytime smt better comes along.stop treating me lyk a block of wood.stop doin everything YOU want and do everything OTHER ppl want.}
i'll just stop complaining.my problems are so juvenile compared to those e tsunami caused.i feel so childish.e death toll has raised to high.maybe god has a plan for this.this happened for a reason i guess.lyk noah's ark?..i duno..that aceh place.well.they WERE rebelling for eons right?now it's solved?..but those innocent lives lost were really sad.during christmas..go for a holiday and this happened..maybe nxt christmas rember to spend it with ur family at home..eat ur ham and turkey and opened presents together with ur family. STAY AT HOME DUDES. alright i hope all e aid and everything will really pull this world together.

today i went to gy's hse..looking VERY aunty..and i DIDNT go orchard!!yay!!i broke the cycle!!..so ok i went to do my new pencil box!..haha CHEAP pencil box which i am going to use next yr..(cheapo)..started at ard 2..and finished at 6.30!!just to do this VERY SIMPLE design..haha and because zx and i were v serious abt finishing it today..gy decided to help me make a pouch..which FAILED..haha i wont use it!!..cuz e edging is coming out..and e zip is cut off halfway..haha..
but e good thing is!..i got myself a new pencil box!..yay!

i realise smt.
i have been goin orchard 11 times in a row consecutively..
i have no life.
today i went out with joanna and tricia..it's been so long since i saw them..and it'll be qte a while till i see them again..sighh..
i FINALLY bot their bday presents..ha and their bdays are qte some time ago u see..
tmr i'm goin zx's hse to make my pencil box..using cloth and a sewing machine..haha..i sense all e ppl reading this laughing..i can sew ok..

hey i was looking through e photos on my blog..and i realised i KEEP WEARING THE SAME WHITE TOP..i dun always wear tt but it just so happens i take photos when i wear tt!!!..i'm never wearing that again ok..
looking at e rhd..x cty..grad day and sch pics..just made me feel so..awww..u noe tt feeling??lyk reliving those memories again..was so much fun..

IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!
celebrated it with my cousins yday..haha i tell u EVERYONE in my hse was looking kinda good!!!..wanxin wore a SHORT SKIRT which i took a picture of!i'm goin to frame her one day..hui wore this flimsy skirt and when she ran her skirt would 'fly'..siu was drop dead gorgeous ok!!!..this transparent halter top!woohoo!..the guys at least looked mature wearing shirts and pants..after food and everything api decided to go to some 'get high' party..anddd the girls wanted to follow!and everyone scorned at me cuz i did not look disco-ish enough(unlike e rest u see)..and SO i went to change to an off shoulder top which i SWEAR made me look fat.but everyone was lyk 'MUCH BETTER ASH' and ' U LOOK GOOD' so i gave in..
THEN i realised we were goin orchard instead!so i neednt have changed!..oh well and at orchard we just stood there and stoned while waiting for midnight to arrive..HAH and when it DID we(as usual) made a fool outta ourselves by screaming (in terror becuz of e soapy snow) and singing e sexy jingle bell song (not e timothy one eyin)..and because we were all looking sexy some guy went to spray siusiu!!haha it was amusing..other than e fact i was beside her and got snowed too..(but he was aiming her la!..duh)..next yr i'm buying my snow can..
today i went shopping with my mum n dad n bro to chinatown!after forcing mee sua down my throat as it's my chinese birthday and it supposed to bring me luck!..ok sa is gonna be good..anyhow she bot her cheongsams..and we got tired real soon cuz we slept late..
hey siu!thanks for e help with e nails!..love them! :)

it's christmas eve!!
cousins are coming over later and i CANT WAIT to see how pretty they will all look!..esp wanxin!!hehe gonna get to see her sexy long slim legs later..
i'm gonna have so much fun!..

after so long..the badminton pics r up!..take a look..
here!
thanks mer!

yesterday i went out with eyin..we went to sa in the morning to hand in her cca thing and i went to scan e og grps..no one is in my group!..oh well..
we went orchard to get cheapo gifts(heheh) and buy new yr + sch stuff..ended up buying a skirt(hah!) from U2 for christmas..at night i went to watch the performance outside ngee ann city and i enjoyed it!..kinda lame but it was funny la..
today i went out with gy to orchard(again)..and there are SUCH alot of ppl there..haha we bot lotsa stuff today!..pleased and i was so amused by the eyebrow plucking guy at ck tang..u shld go check it out..OH and after that i went to gy's hse to watch e f4 vcd!!haha omg i was video-ing parts of e concert..wanxin i hope u're not reading this..
at night i went to my piano tcher's hse for a 'gather gather'..met up with all my piano friends and we talked stuff which i have NO IDEA wat it''s lyk..for example..
NS!!!!and stuff abt soc??ocs??confine..ahh i just sat there and smiled..
NUS!!!..i dont even noe wat jc is like..
abt hindu marriages but that was kinda interesting..
oh and i got my cert today!YES i passed my grade8!

i feel so depressed. it's been such a long time since i felt this way. this sucks. i better feel better tmr morning.

todayyy i went out with my brother to do christmas shopping..and watch a movie..which was my christmas present from him..haha..and he's planning to wrap the ticket!!..i feel lyk slapping him..haha but it was SUCH a fun outing ok!..ok not really but it was a good first time..
we watched oceans12 and e cinema was freezing..haah tt show is confusing ok!..plus i didnt watch oceans11 so i kept askin him wat was happening..
OH i got a new FONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..my darling 7610!!i LOVE it..i've been dustin it everyday..even though they didnt have stock for e colour i wanted..but i still LOVE it!!!..
oh and i'm goin sa!..my first choice so i guess i'm pleased..ok i am pleased..i hope i lyk it there..

rember thu i had badminton
yday i dad yoga..after like 10 yrs
today i did somee intense dance moves as mer, siu, and hui came over to play..
NOW my entire body is aching..REALLY..i cant go to e toilet properly my thighs HURT..nxt time ppl..rember to do ur warm ups..
i cant believe sch is starting so quickly!!..2weeks from now and i have NOTHING to wear for christmas yet!!..maybe i'll just wear e santa claus outfit..

argh i was at meredith's hse just now and my post didnt get posted!!..nvm i will repeat myself.
i went to mer's church today to meet her at 9.45..so when i got there, i called her to find out where she was. she was at home andd she just woke up!.and she warned me not to be late!..ha so i waited...and her mum was nice to send us(with jayne) to e cc to meet aunty elaine..
did i tell u i'm bad at badminton??well i am and i cant aim!!!my shuttlecock flies all over the place!!..so in two days i found out that i cant play badminton, golf and pool..BUT i can play e piano!i officially became mer's teacher today..maybe i'll really become a piano teacher!..it's fun and u get to scold e students!heheh..and we ended up looking at friendster pics and gagging and puking..
i'm not good at badminton.

the dentist was nicer!at least he didnt scold me..that was ydae..i went with my brother to make his stupid ez link..his picture now is SO CUTE i tell ya..really!!u must take a look at it!!haha he's so CUTE..act he looks cute cuz he was trying to act chio..u noe tt chio thing..but he looks good!..den we went to buy xmas presents..guys do not put ANY thought into buying presents!they just grab smt off the shelf and pay..provided it's within budget..hopeless..
today was more exciting!(kidding)..stayed at home e whole day but i played DDR!!..tt dragoon game which i suck at..anddd i went swimming!yes!a whole lot of exercise!..not really..
tml i'm playing badminton and goin gym!!yes i'm goin to lose weight!!.................

sat i went to sentosa!
i must say it isnt fantastic..no wonder that place wasnt bustling with tourists or anything..ok so first day i embarrassed myself playing VOLLEYBALL!..i'm so good at it trust me..and my arms are so strong!!and i went to this restaurant wearing such formal clothes like shorts?and tshirt?i felt so good..spent the day screaming with hui and siu abt euu and muii and me(so dark) and i dun gib it a damn..hah i LOVE them..really..
2nd day i decided to embarrass myself somemore by playing minigolf!!(hey i got a hole in one!)and it wasnt raining heavily too..plus!the ground wasnt mouldy.oh pool too!!and i managed to get ONE ball in!yay!.....watched that hong xing da jiang show and i was so happy when jacelyn tay got in..delighted..
3rd day i went w siusiu wanxin and aaron to heartland mall where siu tried to get a job..had a look at her cert(oh how i wished it were mine)..and went (if u believe it) KBOX and embarrassed myself a 3rd time!..that place smelled faintly of smoke and they charge overpriced charges!!!might as well come my hse and sing..it's FREE..
tml i have to go to the dentist..arghh WHY do i have 3 teeth missing!!!really i'd rather have 3 extra ones!at least i can just yank them out and that will be it!..now i have to go for an implant!!..not just one implant too..sighh..
time to watch tv.

havent been updating often cuz apparently my brother seems to adore e com..he spends every waking moment playing his silly wargames..anw he wont be able once school reopens..his streaming yr!!hah!!..
ok so 8th dec was cheapo day..went CHINATOWN and CLARKEQUAY with gy..bot alot of cheap stuff which was on offer and had a pathetic lunch brought from home..and we walk ard instead of takin mrt..was fun since i bot vvv little stuff..
today i went out with ey to buy fbt and her silly koi vcd..the sun was scorching hot k!!!!..the heat can kill!!..so we bot our fbts for nxt yr..decided to buy L so i can slowly grow into it instead of trying to act skinny and buy M..and u noe we r kind of cheapo so we bot food and SAT in longjohnsilver buying just drinks..hai..and she came my hse..to watch this absolutely perfect funny!!and great show!!called the emperor's new groove!..it's nice ok..dun listen to her ok it's a really funny and cute show!!and then she went home..
i'm goin sentosa tml to chill and just hang with my cousins..lookin forward to goofing ard with them..

ydae gy and zx came over for stayover..haha we found MANY things to amuse ourselves..abit embarrassing to tell online..but anw we
laugh at me(nth to laugh at lor..)
play with jade and bear
call ppl for a reason(this was fun)
DDR!!!
OHHH!!and e f4 thing.haha!..
okay HAPPY BIRHTDAY GY!
even though abit wish and sing song for u le.

today my mum had bowling competition..she was 3rd last..ha!..anw i shld not laugh at her cuz i'm so much more worst compared to her..i cannot bowl..really..
met up with e fatties for tea at the club..miss them so..all of us r still jet-lagging!!
ok today my dad,mum,bro and i worked HARD to put up our NEW christmas tree!!!..well it's up but e ornaments r not..we got tired..haha and i decorated the hse today!!looks good i must say!..
i act feel qte lost after o's..lyk nothing to do..and u feel kind of worried deep down..ahhh i shall just enjoy life while i CAN..
today is dec5......HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUIYI!!!!!!!

ok u noe wad i realised..i cant post pics anymore cuz e display part is SO SKINNY!!!
looks lyk i haf to either
1. take the trouble to find a new skin and spend another 2.5 agonizing hours changing it AGAIN..or
2. heck
i tink i will heck and dun post pics on my blog.

YES!after 2.5 AGONIZING hours!..it's done!.complete!..finished!!..
hah!..wont be changing it in a second..it took me hours to do!..now i have a headache..

i'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
missed me??
lets talk breifly abt e trip.
statue of liberty was NOT fantastic//the day aft tml library was amusing//the sch buses r YELLOW and sch bus-ish//there are seagulls EVERYWHERE//disneyworld ROCKS//it was cold!!!//e white house is SMALL//niagara falls was nice!but SMALL//
u wanna noe wat e BESTEST part was??????????????????????????????????????????
we lost FOUR bags...yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but anyhow not to worry..we noe where they are....phnom phen..i dun really noe how to spell tt state..but it's in cambodia..ha..dun worry we'll get them back!..real shock at the airport though..four bags CAN U IMAGINE THE WORRY!!!
all e stuff we bot r in those bags..lucky for u otherwise there will be no christmas and bdae presents from me..
i cant wait for this jet lag to end though..i woke up at 1.44am today..that's why i'm typing this at 4++ in e morning..trying to kill some time u see..oh! and i saw e prom pics!EVERYONE was so chio!!!lovely..(lucky i didnt go)..
anyway i wanna change my blog skin to smt not so act cute and sweet and pink..yeah!!!!!!!!..shall go hunt for one now..
singapore rocks!!you cant appreciate stuff in ur cty till u go overseas i tell ya..