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people, i've decided.

it's going to be scary, but i'm going to do it.

i have come to a conclusion, that teachers hate me.

in kindergarten, i vomited on my teacher.

in pri sch, my english teacher scolded me for popping balloons in class, i had to sweep the floor everyday. another tcher almost slapped me and she threw my worksheets on the floor.

in sec sch naga and kumar loved me so SO much. esp naga. tsk i hate naga. TBC sacked me from band, hock brought me to the principal's office, the VP saw me every morning before assembly to check my skirt. and chinese teacher will give me pep talks every lesson. during practicals i will play with KMnO₄ and break burettes.

in sa my tcher called my mum THRICE cuz i ponned lessons, DW called my name loud and clear during lecture to ask me to stop talking.

now my econs, bio, maths, gp. stupid ting. chinese and even PE tcher! i shld change and pay attention and go for remedials lectures tutorials and hand up hwk and stop laughing in class.

i realised i started ponning stuff in pri3. i ponned my eca. pls pat me on the back.

remember!
stop laughing in class. dont make me laugh.

oh! fat's back from camp! he did not lose weight.

you know what, i think everyone's mugging. no one seems to be online nowdays for me to chit chat to, and all the blogs are getting a lil stagnant. bad sign, baby.

today i had my first lovely gp remedial, which i adore, by the way. i'm so looking forward to nxt week man! i'll fly in on my broom. filled with paraphrased knowledge and my once again ever useful money worthy gp tys which i refuse to buy.

also had my first PE lesson in weeks. yes, i stroll. i still remember last yr how jvet and jan will peng when they see me in their team. i dont exactly contribute. and my team always loses. ALWAYS.

fat's going camping tmr! in some malaysia place. hope he loses weight!

oh!oh! and i saw gary sim!!! he was opposite my house! scary. he looks the same.

total badge count for today: 1 (abit measly i know)

psst eunice, i want a new layout :) please?
i love integration.

stationery shopping today. bought value packed stuff. cheap yes.

met cousins again today for sapofan and chicken. i had 5 chicken wings. yes, i'm turning into a glutton. we did our little

who you are, where you're from
dont care what you did
as long as you love me...

dance. what's more, i have it on tape! we friendstered again. it's been awhile since i last looked at 'cute' girl's friendsters. oh yes i updated sweetiepie. go take a look.

looking forward to PE and GP tmr. so looking forward. i can smell the cauldron.

badge spotting, anyone?

hilarious day baby. photo taking in the LT was amusing really. i bet the auntie thought we were nuts. fun day yes.

total badge count for today: 10

there's something wrong with me today.

anw since i'm feeling slighty better i shall tell you what a great time i had yesterday. laughing from sherli's superstar experience, the big outstanding orange words during chinese, finally eating my peanut ball, discussing food loudly in the canteen, mr men books, thai express and swenson later, while taking disappearing photos. spotlighted with eunice.

was SUPREMELY happy, yesterday.

then the bookstore doesnt have gp tys, library doesnt have gp tys. missed chem spa, didnt do chinese tys, cant do chinese tys, dont want to do chinese tys, cant do grade6 theory, skirt shrank! no mood to do maths tutorials, photos are fat, computer's screwed, ate both chicken rice AND fish and chips for lunch. and jealous. cant be bothered, yet have no choice. peanut ball's losing its appeal.

and i'll be 24 when it's over. and there's always what if.

i'm seriously in a big fat bad mood now. i can just sigh a million times non stop. to think i will supremely happy and joyous yesterday.

hai.

i dont know why i'm doing this, when i dont need it. at all. i'm putting in might and effort and it's not going to pay off at all. well, at least for me.

anyhow we had 'pw meeting'. i learnt that,
1. ck has no sense of balance
2. the dvd player sucks
3. balls are fun
4. i have 2 new ball games
5. chris thinks of good ball games
6. mac's delivery service is useful
7. i bruise easily (literally)

ok lah still got other things but it's late and i'm frustrated. with both work and LEISURE. i cannot remember any theory thing, and i'm supposed to this the 2000 paper.

pissed.

(btw the ballballball got meaning one, try and figure it out)

had 2nd piano lesson today. one word to describe. HARD. but i shall persevere.

i'm so happy i'm missing gp tmr. since i havent bought the money worthy tys. dont think she'll be too pleased. i quite hate pw actually. someone tell me what pw is for again?

and the stupid CLAO. life is filled with stupid exams you dont want to take, which, at the moment, cost $96. i really hate the chinese exam ok. really. if i talk to the coffeeshop aunty in beautiful idioms and stuff, she will throw coffee at me.

listening to carrie underwood's inside your heaven song over and over again for the past hour. someone, turn it off.

oh! fruitful day today! i cleared my study table!!!! before you start clapping and rejoicing, it's still messy, and i spent 2hrs clearing it lah! and it looks the SAME. nvm, i shall imagine it to be clean and neat.

i'm starting to get real psyched abt promos. especially gp. i am going to pass, dammit.

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nice?

ok i've decided. that i shall stop thinking abt it, and wait till september. THEN i'll decide. lovely.

so yes i went eunice's hse yday. it was a last minute decision, and i brought loads to study BUT. (there's always a but). we went shopping. it's really qte max. ( and i didnt get to watch oprah).

ok it's qte a summarised day. for more go read eunice's blog. more detailed.
i've kinda lost the zest for details. hmm. i shld have put false for the question abt i look into details for the personality test the sch made us do.

yah from today onwards you can just start calling me paraphrase queen. and i'm the only one down for gp remedial. and have to purchase the ever useful money worthy gp tys. which i'm going to paraphrase and write intro paragraphs, and it's a foolproof method for getting A1!

one more mark, and i would have passed the stupid gp paper.

alright. national day party was good. before that for the midnight 15min long fireworks thing my dad, mum and i went on this boat and watched the fireworks up close and personal. and we were so close! so nice. and there was this grp of bimbotic girls behind us, who are (not were, ARE) so irritating!!

'wow! the fireworks are like, so like, amazing! they're like, so close, like, wow!'

shut up.

and yes i'm here to complain. that i lost my nerdy streak! how can this be i ask you. and it just feels like yday i was here lamenting abt my midyrs, and now it's PROMOS. it's sickening cuz it's so fast! and i havent caught up with any midyr stuff yet. i really have to get into the habit of studying every single day for the next few yrs of my life. goodness. let me repeat that.

every single day for the next few yrs of my life.

scary.




ahhh i shall watch oprah first. it isnt often i get to watch cuz i normally have school.

i need physics.

bio is useless.

ok i shall update. it's been more than a week alr! so proud of myself.

i enjoyed myself yday at fop. it was good. altho i came home at 11 and ate a packet of noodles! horrible. the whole place was so crowded la! amazing. it felt good.

today i had my first piano lesson! it went alright but i got more work to do now. like practise. and practise. and practise. yes. and she drew up this 'goal' thing to work towards. ERM. practise. practise. practise.

my ipod has 900 songs. i think i'm a tad too greedy. now i'm paying for my greediness! too many songs...

i put you first that's all i need