:D

and so chinese is left.
i act dont really feel so PHEW and YAY that it's over.
i didnt really sacrifice or went through some agonizing pain before this.
and chinese doesnt make me feel sad or anything.
it's not like i'm preparing for it.
need proof?i'm online.
i wont comment abt the last 3 days. nothing exciting happened actually. except on the first day the hall was SO DAMN COLD i was chattering madly.
i started feeling cold 5 mins into the paper la! vj was trying to show off the power of their aircons. and my entire GP essay is screwed cuz my content is totally wrong! first time u can actually li ti while writing english essay. ah nvm.

so yday was better went towning with a few ppl from the class. had thaiexpress and the food was good only because i was oh so famished. we dug in heartliy.
and yes e waitress is a bitch. doesnt matter i had fun. haha.

sometimes i really cant stand those
'oh die die die sure fail already!' and those
'shit i didnt study at all..' and not forgetting
'the paper sucked, i'm screwed' kind of comments u get so often.

HEY if u thought the paper was easy and you studied for it AND U THINK U'LL DO WELL JUST SAY CAN. esp when it's so obvious u're NOT going to fail. and that u ARE mugging.JUST SAY YOU ARE!! nobody believes u DWEEBO.

ok long post today to make up for 16june. thanks to all those who tagged encouraging or random post. love u guys lots! alright going to tune into oprah now. i love that show ok. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT. i'm hooked. ohoh not forgetting my 1.30am artattack!!!!!! now the show's so high tech la! it has a art attack website! hahaa i shall search that one day. i remember how huihui used to try out the art attack stuff when we were younger. and i used to try and do stuff that didnt involve PVA glue cuz i didnt have any. so my grandma would press PAUSE on the tv thing and i'm try and follow. hhaha! childhood memories.

I CANT BELIEVE I'M ONLINE.
ah i'm only here 10mins la.
take it that i didnt come online at all.
BYE TMR GOT EXAM IT'S ALREADY 11PM GOODNIGHT.
wish me LUCK.
lucky starrsss. (haha)

i am blogging again, i realise i need to study. and i am blogging.
i want to be like those people who are smart, and they read something once and they understand, and can remember. and dont have to practise maths all the time. and and they can understand something in a second, not have to read it over and over and stare at it and think very very long before they go 'OH! I SEE!'..

but i still believe what you put in, you will get out. so yes. INPUT=OUTPUT.

i just want to pass. if i get DDDD i'll be mega pleased. my mum unfortunately still believe As are easy to get. and BBBB is bad. B for BAD. if i get retained, i will jump off a building. a really tall one, at 4am. i will give my ipod to my brother, and my phone to my mum.

now i will stop babbling abt failing and get down to business.

STUDY!

ok seriously, i have to start studying truly madly deeply.
really.

cuz if not, i am going, to fail. really badly. a week left for 4subs( chinese you say?) there is LOTS TO DO. LOTS and i am so lazy. and all i think abt now is how am i going to enjoy life after midyrs.

being 2nd intaker sucks really, i am trying to read up on my own, reading stupid notes from some scholar whose handwriting is, bad. and trying to catch up with all those irritaskinly smart 1stintakers who did so damn well for their prelims. AND TESTS. AND NOT GET 4/40! this score is still haunting me.

and the maths book has so many errors! it's irritaskin. after like racking a small portion of my brains for a long time, i then realise THE BOOK IS WRONG. WAHLAO!!!
yes. very irritaskin. ok i shld blame myself for ponning 99% of the make up lects. but still the book is at fault!

ok, going to start mugging NOW! NOW! NOW!
ok not now, later.

do you realise i'm always online? ALWAYS. and i'm not doing some note thing, or internet searching for extra info, i am playing.

and i hate the first3months thing, it kills your loyalty. i am NOT proud of my current sch at all. ah heck. 2yrs only. and june hols are almost over!!! 1.5yrs left! I CANT WAIT FOR GRADUATION.

let's talk abt yesterday.
we had 'class' outing. only eu lindy ky chris ck. too bad caiping couldnt join us :( she was sick. we played pool for the first time, and i decided that i'm not bad. ok whoever saw me play pool and is reading this now will burst out laughing. i'm really bad. funny neos were taken and after pooling we went my hse to mahjong. eu and lind wanted to pool again, swimming pool. (not funny) ck is amusing really. mahjong was hilarious. then friendster it was! sweetiiipie. abit embarrassed to say fruit in case gy or zx read this but i shall still say fruit.

and i found out some shocking news abt sweetiiipie today.

today i went to watch mr and mrs smith with joa and tricia. go ikea shopping and pirated vcd hunting. and meatball eating. OH b4 i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!!

k i think i've wished u a billion times already, but ya.
i like the show. it's funny. i shldnt have eaten those nachos. regret.

oh i went to this real nice shop today selling art stuff. EUNICE i have to bring u there someday i think u'll go crazy. haha. have a budget ah u cant buy EVERYTHING.

i'm finding piano songs online now, and it looks to hard la. ok nvm challenge myself.

did i mention i hate ashlee simpson?
i was watching the ashlee simpson show the other day, and she was saying she feels so grown up cuz she finally made her own decision to cut her hair? ok. what a big girl.

anw i studied today. carb and protiens. cuz mon-fri i'm going out. that's 5/7 of the week! and sat and sun i spend time with my parents.
2nd week didnt go well, at all. it's ok only 50% of the hols, except nxt week's packed, with outings.

there's this msn nick that's irritating me. alot. stupid and irritating i bet it's fake la what is he trying to do! who is he trying to kid!!!!!!!!! ARGH!! MEOWS.. then dont worry? OH PLEASE!

ok shut up.

yay 

JUMP! 

friendster is sick seriously i think girls nowadays have too much time. they go and join stupid clubs and hope to be the what, cutie of the month? sigh and other users go and VOTE! eg.

WhO MoRe LoveLy
v0tingg f0r BABYKIM !
she is juz PREFECT ! =D
r0x 0n ~ wiif luurve ;
-ahgurl'meizhenn-
1oo6o5'o9o4pm

sighh...

anw on a lighter note, today lindy and eunice came over to er. er. study? we didnt study AT ALL. not even ABIT. we went swimming,

lindy: SUN! SUN! SUN!

and surfed friendster,

eunice: NO I WANT TO FIND LORRAINE!!!!

this generated lotsa laughs, we got all high. with the (not)cute girls..

yes after lindy left we went to play with BALLS of all sizes. sounds disgusting. anw we had fun! even tho nth got done. as usual. holidays are supposed to be days to have fun, right? and my dad went to open lays just now, and i practically ate the whole packet! bad.

it went as planned at first, cycling and stuff, then we decided to get a slurpy, and we stopped cycling. oh we walked from east coast the mac, to my house! not bad right. haha.

went swimming and stuff, pics below.
(pssst joa cant do the swing thing! haha)

ADORABLE!!!!!!! 

joa as no neck 

joa jumping via swing (she cant do it) 

we got hungry. very. 

reached porpor's hse with aaron fatty at 7pm for shabu shabu dinner. i am in love with the word shabu. it was hilarious little kids and uncle lai were playing badminton, wanxin and i were chatting and aunty tung mei was busy digging in to her steamboat, complete with beehoon. hilarious sight.

soon the pigs arrived, bearing cake. shabued merrily with sauce. ohoh the chinese superstar thing is embarraskin. seriously i dont know why singaporeans want to go there and humiliate themselves. i was disgusted with most of the contestants la! but i dare say it's appealing. i'm watching the nxt episode! hoho.

operation no fats!

ok! changed the thing again. now i kinda miss the old one. this sucks.

later in the evening gonna shabu with cousins to send my dearest pipi off to ARMY. goodness i cant believe it. time flies so fast! and i dont even know what shabu means. someone pls tell me!

yday i was a good girl! i studied bio hoho! er for awhile? but i studied! i've got more than 10 chaps to do in 7 days. (1 week per sub) and well....ya. you can sort of guess today's already wednesday, MORNING at 9.30am. and tmr i have a secret operation. right joa? shh secret!

anw i was reading my archives, and i realised that i was so bimbotic. everytime i used the
word 'so' i will 'soooooooooooooooo' for v long. -_-'' and and i KEEP SAYING,
- i love going out!
- i want to go shopping!
- i cut my hair today!!!!(k fine i still do that)

bimbo right?

k when i did the blog, then i went YAY SO NICE.
now, i am starting to change my mind.
i think it's oog glee.
HOW?

yay us eating! 

hello there.
we had section outing today. section outing sounds like there's alot of ppl but actually i only went town with ey and xn, means altogether 3. haha.

we sat at the M smt cafe thing in cine, and 3 of us people watch and talk and took PICS. lovely.
walked ard trying on clothes and taking pics! hoho xn looked gorgeous, as usual.
i tell u i'm in LOVE with the wierd looking flowery flimsy skirts. haha its so nice! shall show u when xn uploads the pics. talked talked talked,

yes i do miss cedar.

trying this thing out 

i have eventful days ahead. i can foresee myself playing. gaze into the crystal ball....it's hazy and foggy, WAIT i see something...

FFFF

what does that mean?

look at this.

[2015] says:
i have waited a long time for this moment
[2015] says:
my little GREEEEEEN friend
[2015] says:
AT LAST
[2015] says:
THE JEDI ARE NO MORE
lamerofhell says:
not if anything i have to say
[2015] says:
(i be yoda k)
[2015]! says:
WHY LEAVE
lamerofhell says:
u will not stop me
lamerofhell says:
darth vader will OWN JOOO
[2015] says:
FAITH IN YOUR NEW APPRENTICE I SEE
[2015] says:
HAVE FAITH IN THE DARK SIDE OF THE FORCE
lamerofhell says:
ziao ziao ziao (light saber)
lamerofhell says:
HYUH
[2015] says:
*somersaults
lamerofhell says:
ziao ziao
lamerofhell says:
*evil music*
lamerofhell says:
yaaaaahhaha
[2015] says:
jumps like mard
lamerofhell says:
EH UUHUHUHUH
[2015] says:
*AHA switches on light saber
[2015] says:
*fingernail scratches
[2015] says:
tiOng tiOng
lamerofhell says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
lamerofhell says:
activate ur homing beacon
[2015 says:
careful timing we must need
lamerofhell says:
THEN HIS NOT DEAD
lamerofhell says:
DOUBLE THE SEARCH
[2015] says:
yes master.
lamerofhell says:
i sense lord vader is being killed
[2015] says:
(THAT'S NOT HIS EXACT WORDS U ARSE)
lamerofhell says:
(I DUN CARE)
lamerofhell says:
i have failed u anny
lamerofhell says:
I HAVE FAILED U
[2015] says:
i shld have known the jedi was planning to take over
lamerofhell says:
ANAKIN CHANCELLOR PALAPATINE IS EVIL
lamerofhell says:
THEN U ARE LOST
[2015] says:
this is the end for you my master
[2015] says:
zing zing ZION
lamerofhell says:
IT OVER ANNY
lamerofhell says:
I HAVE THE HIGH GROUND
[2015] says:
you underestimate my POWER
[2015] says:
uRghHhhH
[2015] says:
EERGHghGHgg
lamerofhell says:
U WERE THE CHOSEN 1
lamerofhell says:
U WERE SAID TO DESTROY THE SITH
lamerofhell says:
NOT JOIN EM
lamerofhell says:
TO BRING BALANCE TO THE FORCE
lamerofhell says:
NOT IMBALANCE
[2015] says:
ARHH
[2015] says:
I HATE CHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
lamerofhell says:
u were my brother anny
lamerofhell says:
i loved you! =(
[2015] says:
URHHHH
[2015] says:
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
lamerofhell says:
(this is lame)
[2015] says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[2015] says:
(the fire hurts)
[2015] says:
AHHH
[2015] says:
we shld leave this DREADFUL place
[2015] says:
OBIONE
[2015] says:
is anakin ALRIGHT???
lamerofhell says:
*bad stare*

aaron and i were in the SAME ROOM, watching starwars on dvd and we did this. -_- it's act much much longer but i edited it. i tell you we are the lame siblings.

anw this morning i woke up at 1.4opm!!!! and i studied PC industry , monopoly and gases then i went jogging hoho yes i did!!! =)

i tell you this wont last tho, i'll get tired and lazy, just like every other holiday when i told myself i would lose weight,
determination.

_11o5* extrememakeover, ash and i says:
NOWNOW
_11o5* extrememakeover, ash and i says:
we'll be haolian
_11o5* extrememakeover, ash and i says:
and post out testimonial on our blogs
_11o5* extrememakeover, ash and i says:
GO GO

one should always feel good aboutthemself, view the world from manyperspectives and choose to embrace theview from the BEST perspective. however,sometimes even the bext view will begrey, just a lighter shade of grey, lessgrey than the others. when the world isnothing but grey, seek. open yourself upand you will find people around whowould happily share their eyes, notliterally, but they will let you viewfrom their perspectives. and henceyou'll see differnt shades of blur greenred pink orange yellow purple blackwhite grey all the colours i nevernamed once again. there, you have yournice picture of the world filled withcolours again! there will always besomeone ready for you, to catch you whenyou fall, like during OAC they havespotters and such, just let them know,wave your red flag(or underwear) andgive them notice, for they'll run toyour rescue (like on baywatch) to breakyour fall, to cushion you, or to grabyou even before yu fall. you're nv aloneon zee quest

love ya kerr

i am learning to be happy.

today went eyin's hse. i JOGGED dammit. 40mins! marvellous HOHO.
lose weight HERE I COME.

studied sigma, ionic eq. hm that's all. OK THAT'S BAD.

loseweightloseweightloseweight.
tell me i'm obsessed.

remember i said i wanted to sleep b4 midnight?
ya anw i was reading through testimonials of mine, ahh it's rewarding i tell you. so i sort of realised that

meredith likes to talk abt embarrassing moments and that i looked horrible in sec1. and ddr!
emilia mentions big butts and chinese lessons with buttons.
hui thinks i'm dweebish
siu knows i hate kawaii.
wanxin hates me squeezing ber-ger-dels
gy and zx gives me unapprovable testimonials, and approvable ones are ultra lame.
kerr loves.
eyin likes to mention chicken wings, chinese poems, and ugly photos.
tricia likes waffles.
og9 thinks i'm dao, and i look like garfield, and that i laugh alot.
sec4H talks abt my PINKness and cheerfulness. and that i am a SUCKY CHEM REP.
S63 thinks i'm mad and crazy and laughs alot.
seniors warn others that i'm biantai and scheming and crappy.
everyone knows i miss sa and wishes me luck in vj, that they hate my ash and i, TWICE THRICE. they love my house, not me. that my chinese sucks. and i'm lame.

ok summary of my testimonials! i shld go sleep NOW.

i feel so stupid. yday i went to bed listening to my ipod, then i FELL ASLEEP. so this morning( act it's afternoon) when i woke up i had earphones in my ear, and my ipod had NO BATT. hilarious.

to today i didnt study. what's new, i went town with my mum and aaron left halfway. hopeless he's so not a shopper. ok i admit we were looking at girl stuff.

k i decided that i shld stop sleeping late, and waking up late. i will sleep BEFORE MIDNIGHT. and that i will exercise! and STUDY. YES. STUDY. MUST. STUDY.

tmr had better go as plan arh TAYEYIN. =)

today i went to EUNICE's hse to,
study
did we?
not really

what did we do?
play com
photoshop
friendster
photos
THEMES(a LOT!)
GAMES
DVD
TV
EAT
ransack closet
play with phone
IPOD!!!!!!
PEE(alot)

ehhhh....
okay i did abit of
sigma.
like 3 questions. i nearly died, sigma cheated my feelings they had the same example but different ways of doing it then they keep grouping them differently! ok go try the examples you'll see what i mean...

OK TMR THEN STUDY.

I MUST JIAN FEI
oh no no no i was watching ms universe, ARGH fat is me.


ok easy to say, to do?
HARD.